Sunday, December 06, 2009
My Baby Boy and A Turkey Gram
During the glorious week that kids get off of school for Thanksgiving, the kids and I found ourselves piled up in my bed to settle in for a movie (this seems to happen a lot this time of year) (For one it gets dark sooner so what else is there to do, and for two I seem to be constantly cold this time of year, so what better solution than to climb into bed at 7 PM with 2 of the warmest bodies in the world) (Why is that kids are always so warm and toasty anyway- it must be the lack of fat on their bodies and youthful circulatory systems) (Just a guess) ANYWAYS! We climbed into bed to watch "Smoky Mountain Christmas", which is a Dolly Parton movie form the 80's that has become a Christmas favorite in our house. I guess we really are "country at heart" . It s the only Christmas movie I have ever seen that includes a log cabin in the mountains and abandoned orphans and the skinning of a rabbit and a witch and a very un polictically correct sheriff! Not to mention a mysterious Mountain man, and a sleigh chase and a late night court hearing with the judge played by John Ritter! It is backwoods Christmas Goodness! And we love it!
Anyways, Zoe mentions, while we are lying in bed watching Dolly Parton interact with the paparazzi fellow who has just broken into her home, the Sid sent her a Turkey Gram at school! I stropped short, and looked at Sid "You did?" Seriously surprised, cause I didn't recall anyone saying anything about this to me before.
"Yea." He shrugged. No big deal.
"Well, what's a turkey gram?" I ask.
"It's a piece of paper the has a sucker and it says to Zoe from Sid and it says Thank you for being part of my Thanksgiving. And it comes in your class when all the other kids are looking at you thinking how they wish they got a Turkey gram, cause it comes in your class!" Zoe went on and on, I could tell she was the subject of envy big time, to receive a "delivery" of a "turkey gram" with a sucker in the middle of class. (from a cute 6th grade boy- no less.)
As Sid went on to explain his side of the story (cause now I have paused the movie- I was in AWE) MY son. My sweet first born took it upon himself to go to the office or where ever and request a Turkey Gram for his sister.And write on it! And pay for it! My son- who gets so annoyed with his sister, and fights with her over shows to watch and corrects her grammar and rolls his eyes when she acts a little goofy (cause he is big 6th grader now) He did all of this with out telling me for praise, or asking me for the money!!! He just thought of his sister! I was so touched!! Maybe I am just too sentimental, but this was like as close to a Christmas Miracle as we were gonna get! I love my children and apparently they love each other. This mama was happy!
Then Sid impressed me further by explaining the economic error of some of his classmates. He shook his head, exasperated, as he explained how several classmates sent 5 or even 10 Turkey Grams to themselves!! "Do you know how many suckers you can get at the store for that much money- or just go get a hair cut, if you wanna sucker so bad!"
I smiled with prise and agreed. What a grown up little boy. He is just like Aaron. Thrifty AND Thoughtful!! I was so proud of him and it lasted for a long time, until bed time when he literally put his sister out of the bathroom, and locked the door so he could brush his teeth! Well, he is only 11 after all!
Friday, November 27, 2009
Laughter in a cup
Our family had a few moments yesterday that I will absolutely cherish forever.
Yesterday morning as we prepared for everyone to come over to our house and eat, Zoe and I made my grandma's Hot Apple Cider recipe. I let Zoe do it all!! She carefully poured the apple cider, measured the brown sugar and added the cheesecloth full of spices. It simmered for 2 hours before everybody got there. Then after a really bountiful lunch, Zoe served the cider to my mom and dad and Sid (I think others were skeptical to try it- or maybe it was the low 70 degree weather outside that turns you off to the idea of HOT anything).
My mom and Dad gushed on and on about how wonderful it was! Mom said "Zoe, you got this recipe just right!! This is great!" Dad exclaimed how much he was enjoying the cider himself. Sid said he liked it too, but then quickly stepped away from the table, leaving his forgotten cider.
Zoe, was curious! Was the cider AMAZING? Was she an apple cider genius? She poured herself a cup- and somehow I wasn't around to see her try it, to see if she liked it or not.
Well, after a walk around the block and a jaunt to the park, it was time to take the kids over to the Harwell's for the afternoon Thanksgiving with that side of the family. It hit me hard this year. I don't know weather it was the triptophane from the turkey, or just general "womenness" (Aaron would probably suggest the latter), but once I got home, and the house was completely empty, I lost it. Poor Aaron sat trying to enjoy his Cowboys game, and I sat next to him boohooing- saying things like "empty"....."useless" and I believe at some point I declared that I was "another year older and really out of shape!!!!" Talk about drama!! HOW DOES AARON HANDLE ME!! Good gracious I will never know!!
So, after declaring that I would only sit on the couch and feel sorry for myself for 5 more minutes, I made myself get up and go clean the kitchen. When I went in, a nearly fell over when I saw Zoe's cup of cider with a big sticky note stuck to it that said (in her precise writing): EWWWW!
I laughed so hard, and maybe cried a little more. Had everyone just went on and on about how good it was to be sweet? I had to try it myself. I poured a cup of the still steaming cider to sip while I tidied the kitchen. I took a swallow and you know what- it was really good. A little tart- maybe a little strong- but it tickled my tongue and the flavors were exotic. I had to laugh again! I don't know if it was supposed to taste like that- but whatever Zoe had done was great!!
When we went to pick the kids up at 8:30, (I was so ecstatic to get them back) we hadn't been in the car very long when I told Zoe. "I tried your cider while you were gone!! And it made me laugh!!!! It was so good! Zoe you are a cider marvel!" Her smile grew so big and she reached up to the front seat and kissed me on the cheek declaring she could smell it on my face!!
Aaron looked at me in that moment and said "you are such a good mama!" I don't know why he said that. But he is always saying things like that just when I need them.
Later on, after the kids had a bath and we settled in my bed to watch "What about Bob?" (Bill Murray is hysterical no matter how old you are) Zoe and I got onto the topic of 'acting'. We had just seen a commercial of a woman who was touching something really soft, but her face looked so bored, Zoe and I weren't buying it. Sid asked if we could do better. We both declared that we good, and I went first, feeling the blanket I have over my bedspread and smiling in a way that I imagined showed such gleeful, euphoricness!! Sid shrugged like "Whatever, the lady on the tv did better". Zoe sat thoughtful for a minute and then leaned against me all cozy. "Come to Zoe's house for Zoe's cider! It's laughter in a cup!" Sid and I dies laughing at her expression- and then without missing a beat she said "Cause if your not shopping with us, you're burning money!"
We laughed even harder- I can't remember what commercial that is from- but its a line we have heard on TV over and over again! And she really thought we wouldn't remember this and think she came up with her own little jingle!
What a reminder this time of year about how special families are.
They love your cider, even when you don't.
The let you cry for no apparent reason, and just sit with you.
They compliment you just when you need it most.
And the laughter never ends!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Oh Sweet November
So, I am sitting here listening to David Crowder Band, thinking about how awesome it would be to see them in concert- but unless I am going to Waco later this month, it is not likely. But that is ok- I'll take the new cd. I adore this music and it amazes me how the simplest verses can cause my eyes to tear up for how much Jesus loves us- even when we are broken- especially when we are broken.
As we near the end of another year (and my 33rd birthday) I am amazed at how many things I have to be thankful for.
First for Jesus- my relationship with our Lord has gotten me through so much over the years and I never get tired of his pursuing of me. You are my purpose.
Second for my husband, like a knight in shining armor, Aaron came into my life and swept me off my feet and still does every day! And don't think I don't know how lucky I am!! I give thanks everyday for Aaron.
Third for my babies- my angels straight from heaven. I cannot tell you how much there existence changed my life. They gave me a reason, when there was almost no hope.
And last for all my family and friends. Nothing is more sacred this time of year, and all year long. I guess I am just reminded of it this time of year.
Pictures of years gone by and years to come bring me so much peace this time of year. And I am SO thankful.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Just Because Muffins and Honey Jars
I try to imagine myself an empty honey jar. And what ever I put in my jar is what people will see, and how they will know me, and that will be who I am. I try to imagine what it would look like if God truly filled my honey jar. What would I be if I could just pour a little more God into my jar everyday, until I was completely filled with Him.
I bet I would bring some hope to friends.
I bet I would have compassion for others.
I bet I would think of others points of view instead of just my own.
I bet I would live for serving others and put my self second.
I recently heard someone say "If you read the gospels over and over again, over time, you will began reading your own life story." I was speechless when I heard this. My own life story? Okay, well then, let me examine my life, compared to Jesus'. I have not healed anyone. I have not talked to any women at the well. If I was being honest, I would probably saw that I avoid the well, altogether. I have not saved anyone. I have not chosen to eat dinner at a tax collectors house, nor do I really associate with tax collectors. Washing feet? Nope, I can't say that I have....... Oh, well, do the kids count??
And then I try to simplify it.
Have I committed a random act of kindness, lately?
Have I offered to help someone carry a heavy load?
Did I send an encouraging email to a friend who was going through a tough time?
Did I pick up the tab for coffee?
Did I drop "just because" muffins by my neighbors door on the way to work this morning?
Can I see my life reflected back to me in the life of Christ?
How do I get there? Where do I begin? What would I do in a day if I walked with God's feet? Just the feet alone, I bet I would end up in a bunch of places that I wouldn't normally go. And then the next day if God took over my legs. And then my arms, and hands. Next my smile and eyes. Followed by my mind.
I will begin today. Can I obey when God pulls me in a direction to help someone? Can I listen when God tells me to talk to someone? Will I go when God tells me to?
I'd like to think that I will. And I know that it isn't easy. But I want my honey jar to reflect God's grace and glory. And I think I will start by going home and baking some "just because" muffins.
Friday, July 03, 2009
Having Lost My Way
We were in Disney World at the beginning of June, late at night in bed, when I woke Aaron up. "Aaron, I don't think I have been very close to God, lately." I said through tears that surprised me by there presence. He told me not to worry. He told me that I wasn't separated from God. He eased the sudden panic I felt, and I decided the onslaught of despair I was feeling was due to the exhaustion from the trip and the normal highs and lows of a family vacation. As I drifted to sleep, I made a mental not to get the kids devotionals that I had packed out in the morning and do a bible study with them.
But I didn't.
I haven't picked up a bible in almost 2 months.
I have distanced myself from my bible study friends.
I haven't been to church since May.
I haven't even prayed but maybe 5 times in June, and 2 of those were probably along the line of "Please don't let me be late to work", or "Please keep the kids from sending to the crazy farm."
Although I did pray during May, I know, cause I had miracles I was praying for. And God showed up big time for those that I was praying for. 4 names were tapped to my bathroom mirror, and verses that I knew God would put into action for each person. I had seen real miracles with those individuals. Blessing that can only be the work of our Lord. Things fall into such perfect place, that God can be given every ounce of credit.
Something happens when you mix prayer and reading your bible. I know this. I've seen this. And so has the devil and he hates it. He would love it if I never picked up my bible again. And he fills your mind with despair, as if you've been gone too long, as if there is no turning back to God. But I know this isn't true. When I was a new christian I spent a great deal of time studying scripture that spoke just the opposite.
Romans 8:38 talks about how nothing can separate us from God.
James 4:8 encourages us to draw nearer to our Lord and he will closer to you.
And yet, I have fallen away. For some reason I have been depending on worldly things to handle life. Problems arise, and I have been worried and panicked instead of handing them over to God. And its dark in this place, and truth be told I feel lost. But I know that I can get back on the path. I want to get back on path. The first step will be picking up the bible, my rays of light, and praying as soon as I am done with this post. And watch the devil shrink away as I do this.
Luke 22:31 in which Jesus tells Simon that the devil has asked to sift him like wheat, Jesus is so calm. I am sure Simon was freaking out- but not Jesus. And the really cool thing is that Jesus, being who he is, could have put a stop to it and said that there will be NO sifting. But, he doesn't. He says, Simon, the devil has asked to sift you like wheat. And I have prayed that your faith should not fail. Jesus has prayed on behalf of Simon and even though he knows his faith will fail, he also knows that he will return to him. He says "when you return to me, strengthen your brothers."
I hope that I am even half of what Simon was. And I want to return to our Lord, stronger, and strengthen others. The devil can sift me all he wants. My faith is strong. And even though we all get distracted every once in a while, its great to know that it is never to late to make our way back.

Saturday, June 27, 2009
Summer Heat Wave
This is all stemming from my attempt to be a 'make lemonades' type girl, and I think I am doing really well with that.
The summer is flying by. We have already had so much fun. We spent the first have of June on an awesome roadtrip to Florida; destination Walt Disney World! It was incredible. The drive was so pretty. I fell in love with all the bayou's in Lousiana and the further southeast we headed the more magnificent the trees became. Our favoreite were by far the live oaks draped in whisps of moss (old man's beard; according to Kelly). The kids thought they looked spooky, but I thought they looked mystical and romantic (that got a huge eye roll from our Zoe). And Aaron loved those trees too. Every few seconds of the drive, he'd get all giddy and point "Look babe! Another tree with all that whispsy moss!".....Well, maybe he didn't actually say that. He really seemed indifferent about the trees. But he did come up with some great one liners that the kids repeated the whole trip long. And he taught us the tradition of holding your breath while crossing the Mississippi River! Sid and Aaron could do it, but Zoe and I fell short. The boys were really impressed with themselves. We could tell :)
Disney and Florida were everything we hoped it would be! The heat wasn't near as bad as I had anticipated and the crowds were totally bearable. Our favorite rides were Tower of Terror, Expedition Everst and Big Railroad Thunder Mountain. OH! And Test track. We can't forget that one, it was the first one the we rode and it was awesome.
We went out to Cocoa Beach one day while we were there and Aaron thinks my thirst for a beach vacation has now been quenched. He knows me and I could go to the beach everyday. But that'll do for this summer. It was a really pretty beach- soft sand and cool water. I loved it.
Well, thats cathing everybody up to speed on where we are right now.
Sorry dear blog that I have abandoned you for so long.
I promise to update more often.
Friday, May 08, 2009
Flutters of Summer
And who doesn't love a good road trip. (3 day road trip) If Aaron and I were independanlty wealthy, I am convinced we would travel so much.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Stop and See
The exact same 2 words.
Every time.
"Slow Down".
What a simple request. Why do I keep coming back with more questions about it- when that seems so easy and so direct. I mean it couldn't be more clear. SLOW DOWN. He wants to move slower, speak slower, notice life, take a breath, fly a kite. And sometimes I do, and then I always come back to the rush- the mad dash that is life. Before I know it another week has passed, another month. When will I heed His word? When will I stop the madness and get down on my knees and be still.
Well, I have done just that for the past couple of days. .OK, ONE of those days, I was so still I went directly to sleep leaving my dearest husband to do all the after dinner dishes, and stuff- but still he is amazing like that. Anyways, while being in this "conscious" state of slowness and calmness, which is so much easier said than done, this is what I saw:
Sid has the same size feet as me.
Zoe stretches the exact same way in the mornings as she did when she was an infant.
My family is really funny. We spend most of our evenings just laughing.
I noticed that if you let them work it out- they will.
When Aaron senses me watching him while he is watching TV or doing something else, he will wink at me.
Sid really likes to make random noises. Zip Gobbie Blah
Zoe sometimes talks so much and so fast- she stops to think and get "caught up" on everything she just said.
I think our dog is OCD.
The baseboards in our kitchen could use a good scrubbing.
Zoe doesn't want her food to touch. But will eat it anyway.
Zoe thinks I am beautiful.
Aaron loads a dishwasher like an architect.
Aaron is hot at night- cold in the morning, but always cuddly.
Sid doesn't want me to hold him or kiss him good night.
Sid doesn't mind if I kiss him LOTS and stroke his hair in the morning before he is fully awake.
Sid thinks that knuckles were named after nickels cause there are 5 of them.
My kids have inside jokes with each other.
If Sid studies hard he makes 95's.
Aaron and I have inside jokes and our own language (with only 3 words).
I am so blessed to have these people in my life.
So, I stopped and smelled the roses, and I feel closer to my family. We truly are so blessed to have loved ones in our lives. And God is so amazing to build us to need relationships and yearn to nurture and love one another. I know I can't always slow down- but when I do, I am always better for it.
Be still and know that I am God. Psalm 46:10
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Renewing Me while God Renews the Earth
I am so excited about the new year I can barley stand still long enough to write about it. This year has started as most have in the past- busy to the brim and crazy Texas weather. But I think this year has big changes for me and my family. I don't want to get into to much of that now, as I am (as always) typing this while doing a million other things- and I don't have time to get into all the details. But more on that to come.
I love the idea of the New Year. I love the idea of a fresh start. Anything that you did horribly last year, or lost or gave up on- here is your chance to make fresh of it! People are all so optimistic this time of year. It is like a do-over! But bigger and better and much more ambitious.
I think about how God wipes your slate clean when you accept him as your Lord and Savior into your heart and vow to follow him. And again and again many times after that. Now that's the ultimate do -over.
This year I wanna renew myself, renew my passion for the Lord, renew my body, renew my outlook, renew my goals. I am ready for a whole new year~!
I am looking forward to sharing so much more! I will try better to update more often.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
So thankful.....
Every Thanksgiving I realize there is so much to be thankful for. I have such a thankful heart, and I am humbled this time of year. We have the Lord, we have a home, we have jobs, we have our families, we have our health, we have shoes, we have ice cream. Such things I take for granted all year long. My everyday problems seem so small when you look at it that way. I am so blessed to have such a wonderful family and so many friends to celebrate with this time of year. This is my favorite time of year. The weather is amazing (thanks for opening my eyes to that Aaron:), the food is delicious, and the time spent with family is so treasured. I just celebrated my birthday yesterday, I feel more blessed and thankful this year than I ever have before. I am looking forward to this next year with so much love and optimism.
And a thankful and humble heart! I hope everyone has a truly wonderful Thanksgiving.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thank God Its.....
5 things I LOVE about the weekends:
Friday is finally here. I have not updated in the longest time. I promise to post pictures later, But for now an update on our lives! Zoe got glasses, and has started piano lessons. She also is going to audition for Honor Choir at her elementary school. Her and I also joined Girl Scouts- I will be her leader. I am very excited about it. We have a camp out in November, so I am off to buy long johns later this afternoon. Sid is doing great in 5th grade. He is in the new Intermediate school and it is so different from Elementary school, but he likes it. One of his really good friends from church and Bible Study is in his class so that makes it fun, plus 3 new friends all with the same name. He has been perfecting his flips on the trampoline and drawing comics. We went to the pumpkin patch last weekend and had a great time together. Aaron just finished a really hard week jam packed with tests! I hardly saw him at all this week which was really hard on me. I am more cranky when I don't get time with him. But I am so proud of him, he really studied hard! He is such an inspiration. Mom is going to England next week, so we are preparing for that. The kids are sad that she is leaving. She is very loved and needed.
We have all been completely bogged down with homework and stuff that we have hardly had a chance to make it outside and enjoy the cooler weather, but it is cooling off here. The leaves have been slow to change, but hopefully that will happen soon. First leaf on the ground signifies the beginning of Fall, right?
I will post pictures and more stories on Monday.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Courage
Monday, August 25, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Little Madison
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I am Loving all this Rain!

The kids and I went to Kansas and had a wonderful time visiting Jennifer and her family! Here are some of my favorite pictures:





They look really happy don't they? We had a great time, but we were also happy to be home! We went to a whole bunch of baseball games this past weekend. Here are some of my favorite pictures:





Saturday, July 12, 2008
My Goals

GOALS
Read my bible every morning
Sid and Zoe shall sleep ALONE
Develop and stick to a bedtime routine
Get at least 6 leases per pay period
Bless someone else once a week
Do something special for each family member once a week
Turn off the TV and get outdoors
Exercise and loose 5 pounds by Aug 31
That is all I can think of right now, although 5 minutes ago I was thinking of alot more stuff.......hmmmmm.
saw this new ad for smartwater
One last goal..................to feel as relaxed and completely content as Jennifer looks in this picture!
Blast form the Past




They seem very happy!

Very Glamorous and Gorgeous!

SO in Love!